Cycles of Eternity

When the light is in your back
And the eve in your eyes
Do you feel the breath of anguish?
Will you ever know
The fear to awake?
Will you face the truth?
I will...but it isn’t a victory

Every night is a never ending book
Unread by many,
Written by all,
But once you stare at it,
Addiction to this doleful experience is a bargain
Without the sun, there is nothing
As I know it so well

Shadows are so close,
Even if I hate them
Now it is time to make a step further
Life is not on my side
But I will never surrender

Don't you know legions of pain
Always march on your light,
I am not the bringer of darkness
I am not the king of fools,
Just the river that streams through the ethereal landscapes of my own loss
And that carries the fallen leaves of your dying trees

Don't you know oblivion never forgets you... To die in a sigh,
To live in a lie,
It is the same
The sound of the busy bees in my glass,
Reveals to me my destiny and its pleasure in agony

Nocturnal Call

Leaving a cradle of light
Falling into hell at the first sight
Staring at this new chaos
Life embraces me without desire

Touched by the hand of divinity
A wisdom as blind as me
I feel the stench of a putrid life
Lies and suffering are but my fate

Dropped in a desert field of hate
Waiting for the unknown to harvest
My ethereal crop
A tear that vanishes before touching the ground
I feel nothing, nothing but my futility

Lies, surrounded by lies, just tell me why?
Why do we have to foresee
Our desolate fate as soon as we are born?
We are puppets but who pulls the strings?
Dusk after dusk we crawl like vermin
On a ground that we don’t even posses
I live in a no-man’s land
A place held by hypocrisy
The hypocrisy of god and men

I contemplate this bereaved soul
And I see through this diamond
A cradle filled with passion
Opening on a shadowy coffin
Poetry once spoken by the innocent child
Who praises spectral sentiments

All the perfumes from the inner past
Entwined with the magenta sky
Warp me to suffer my delight
Dusk, I pledge my allegiance to thee
Innocence kneels down towards
The tempting night
Futility of wisdom enthrones
The bereavement of my life
The quest for my equinoctial desires
You preachers of the untold
Feel the blood that surrounds us for the call....

Contempt of the Plague

I have no sympathy for humanity
I dream of my end.................In this world of pain.
I bet there's no future, I know there's no true,
I wait for the silence finally to come through.
As a needle .........................in the arm of Death

But unveiled I am
For the ones who seek behind the painting.
That we all drawn from our darkest sins...
My colours are fading ............All appears so bleak.

I'll pay the price to kill that plague,
Ignorance is still source of denying.
The path we are striding on
Is made of the attempts of former slaves
To believed in existence.
But we are all condemned to remain silent,

The door to reality...we are too blind to see!
Once denied and still rejected,
You hate the ones who dare
To raise against your corruption
And break the chains of despair.....
But I am the kind of fool you can only fear!!
I swear I'll never bow to you
A lord of flies, a shadow, a lie!
And now I know that I was true
As I hold you all in contempt.

Deities of the Dew

The twilight as a veil covers yours will
In the shadows of the night the dreams I sow become my pride
the starry vault beholds my reign and light my throne
I awake so close to death that my life holds to a breath

Flying far from mortal life
Forgetting your tranquility
I will stand for sovereignty
A new god, this is what I will be

Through the eyes of a sad ghost the world appears so cold
To have a revenge on the past made of me a sinful beast
The sweet caresses I used to feel
Carve now and forever my name on the stone
An epitaph unread by all, anger blinds my hollow eyes

I exhumate all my desires….. In the haze of dawn lies my deception

Mourning of a New Day

Down the red mountain
Each day I have to climb,
My eyes stare at you
The perfect sky, so high.

Down the red mountain
I fear to tread,
Close to catharsis
I fall like an autumn leave
Burnt and forgotten

Cyclic storms in my heart
Rage and brew so deeply.

My mask won't hide me no more
Life appears to me just like nothing,
Nothing else but an epitaph
Unread by all.

And I drown in this void...
Each day, a new pain
Each day a new death.
The only way to preserve my creation
Is eradication, in a sigh ...
No blasphemy, no heaven in sight

Nothingness as a picture of my desires
That I will never, never paint.
The blood that feeds my life
Is not my own

Down the red mountain
I fear to tread,
Close to catharsis
I fall like a dead leave

The Race of Sirens

Second Place to you is the last place I ever thought I'd be
In this race the selfish survive while the selfless suffocate in suffering
I'm choking on the words that kept us alive
Now it’s ok to say goodbye
when your world turns black you can’t take back
All the lines you have crossed and trust you have lost

So take my hand, no, not to hold
You could use the extra fingers to count your mistakes
Because this distance has only lead to deception
A curse for every mile
A lie for every smile

Drown in your goodbyes, and miss what we had
Foreign tongues are burning above self-righteous heads
Its so dexterous and articulate and I count on too many fingers and friends.
If your body is a temple then your roof is on fire
Let us drown in our goodbyes and miss the way once shown...........

Sorrow Becomes Me

Beneath the lonely willow, the tired angel lays.
Her arms outstretched, her stomach curled, from deep within she cries...

"Why do I seek peace? Why doth mine eyes deceive me?
On Earth I play, on Earth I die! When might I believe?"

Thoughtless words are spoken here and hateful eyes for all who are near.
"My wings can't save me now from all that I have seen!

Forgive me as I ponder the meaning of it all.
Seems so unfair to wander with no questions of life beyond!

And all of this hurt from my pointless mission here...
On Earth I've played, on Earth I've died! When might I believe?"

From above, the silent sky reaches out and dries her eyes.
"Be free! Be at all like me! Be near and one with the breeze!"
Don't leave me here to die

Beneath the lonely willow, the fallen angel thinks about this world
and why she's here and of her world of dreams...

"Beauty lies within me...why can't others see?
On Earth I'm sent to change life, but in this I no longer believe..."

No More The Fool

Just why I stayed around
When all I found was a heartache
I believed your every word
Didn't know the hurt and pain that you'd make

But why did it take so long
Alas, now I've seen the light
I found the heart to say

No more the fool
Who waits around
Waiting for you to bring me down
Those days are gone now

No more the nights
laying' awake
crying' and waiting' for the day to break

No more the sound as my dreams fall and hit the ground
While I'm waiting' around
No more the fool

You thought I'd break
Then you were wrong
That I wouldn't see what's goin' on
But I knew

Here I am
I'm alive
And you'll see I'll survive
Without you

And I won't be the one who comes running'
It ain't like it used to be
It's your turn to run to me

No more the fool ...
All the nights I waited for you to call
I waited for a sign that you would stay
But it's so clear
You didn't care at all
No more the fool

Down in my Icy grave

Dark are the skies lit by the neon lights;
I walk on the street in embrace of the wind.
Fear, that gnaws me in its jaws;
I bury my head in my hands from the world.
And the voice in my head won't leave me alone...

Black are the walls that imprison my soul;
Darkness surrounds me in the cloak of the night.
Down, deep inside I say a prayer for my soul;
My phobias ruling the life I once had.
And the voice in my head questions my faith...
All that I need from thee to be free...

Lower me down in my grave;
And bid me farewell.
Lower me down in my grave;
With the flowers I'll wither away.Alone in the dark, in the silence of the night;
Long is the road to the lights of the day.
I close my eyes in the frozen ground;
I see my old self in the cold soothing soil.
And the voice in my head silenced by faith...

Where Dark and Light don’t differ

Barbaric tempered steel strike forth and toll our days
the red and black of our Victorian crest
We flag beneath... beneath the solar seas
we grant as the might to conquer so spread be our wrath...

Meet the voice of us dark & blind souls as it blasts from an open sky
victorious we live over all strong men under us fall
The longer we ride this yearn will make us find
where dark and light don't differ...

Winterized... blackening descends
Mesmerized... into demonlands

Far... far and further away
In mightful strong and mindless realms
We flag beneath... beneath the solar seas
again it's time to conquer so spread be our wrath...
Where dark and light don't differ...
The longer we ride the stronger we stride...

Only Living Witness

Long before the siege us lifted
See that more than men were felled
The desolate expanse the victor
The conqueror, the void, the well

Life had slithered forth from it
The actual antagonist
In every battle fought against
Apparent need for quieting and

The victor's exultant moment
Adrenaline flow fleeting
Human agony's no the answer
So why is it in the plan?

Life had slithered forth from it
The actual antagonist
In every battle fought against
Apparent need for quieting
And lifelessness in time

Years of silent sorrow

Farewell... lengthening pain inside me
Harness bells... I hear them calling me
A demon... watch my walk in snow
Remain... my years of silent sorrow

Dome in the sky black winds to taste
shadowed spirits lead my way...
Drifting overly alone years of silent sorrow
until I'm home...

Bitterness with bitterness you bitter me...
Emptiness with emptiness you empty me...
Darkness with darkness you darkened me
this journey black before me...

Farewell... nothing breathes within me
Harness bells... sounding cold behind me
A demon... with frozen eyes opened
this journey black behind me...